because i love you,i'm never lonely when you're in my sight

today was the last day of school
i cried agn..idk why but i still cant get over the quarrel between me and clarice
i tried to end it last night by smsing her
but it didnt work
and now i feel fucking guilty cause clarice not going to jocelyn's party
i dont think jocelyn will feel happy when clarice is not there
but I TRIED
she does not want to end this
so its now her problem
i dont really care abt it anymore anyway
as i said it is the last day of school today,we also got back our report cards
and clean up the class
i got promoted to sec 2-5b next year
i'm not very happy of my marks though
but at least i dont have to retain
phewwww
i enjoyed today
took many pictures with my,micaela,michelle camera
i took a video (super funny)
not in the mood to blog so much now
BYE ...

its just another dream to have you with me

went to cherie house with nicole hui
she live in HDB but inside look alot like CONDO
i love her room
platform bed ..purple wall..wall in cabinet..big tv(not really)
went there to eat her grandpa food
not bad but take damm long to prepare the food
we only ate at 3 when we reach there at abt 2.15
then watch BOF i think episode 3-4
not sadening at all then cherie say she watch until she cry
DAMM exaggerating
downloading song now
BU CHENG GOU
ask nicole help me to download
nothing interesting today
tmr and the day after got cca
WTH need to stand from 1.30-6.30 confirm one..
going compass now
bb :D

why am i still running from the truth,all i ever think about is you

now in school using computer

michelle ,micaela and thalia next to me

thalia so cute(talking crap)

kicking me..

nothing to blog but my blog finally ok

i think cause the other time i deleted smth

so gone then cant view post 

doing some LAME survey ..

michelle ask me go see her blog .

see you

back..

oh i found my occupation

i can be a community development officer

same as michelle

micaela occupation is (ask her ltr)

bb~~

I did everything that you wanted, but you turned and walked away

school sucks as usual
today my first day of my period
DAMM UNLUCKY...(somemore tmr still got the inter-class netball games)
oh i went home cause BUI TA HAN
same as michelle ,but hers is not first day
i think is her 2nd or 3rd
today got the homosexuality and masturbation workshop tihngy
my advice to you
DONT WATSE YOUR TIME ON THESE THINGS(workshop)
in the morning before we were spilted up into 4 groups for the entire sec1 lvl
mrs augustin tell us what we were going to do
still got quiz
and guess who i was seated next too
CELESTIAL LEE KE XIN
at first i got a shocked
"why must she seat next to me"
but i also never really move up
so seat with mostly LKX and Liann
ask her abt her and felyn
then she say she will talk to felyn if felyn takes the first step
=.="just like micaela and juliana problem right now
no offence but i find it REALLY CHILDISH
WAKE UP....it isnt going to happen until your tell each other how you feel
lazy to blog on..
oh will update pictures ..just have to find the appropriate ones..

this song quite nice..although quite long but just found the link

if there's nothing missing in my life then why do these tears come at night

and its all because of you
yoú're my sweetest drug
never get enough of it

why do we never know what we've got till its gone.
how could i carry on
the day you went away
cause i've been missing you so much i have to say
been crying since the day
the day you went your way
well i wonder could it be when i was dreaming of you
baby you were dreaming of me
did i loose my love to someone better
and does she love you like i do
so sad but true, for me
there's only you
been lonely since the day you walk away
no longer shouting at each other
there were tears on our face
and all he says:
"And it gets me upset, girl when your constantly accusing. [askin' questions like you've already known] We're fighting this war, baby when both of us are losing. [This ain't the way that love is supposed to go]."

I guess you meant more to me than I realized,

today went to school at 8.01
then i found out i was late
because i thought the latest is 8
but i never expacted it to start at 8
but luckily i was not the only one.
its my school 93rd founder's day (birthday)
IT WAS SO BORING
want to sleep cannot
want to talk cannot
want to read cannot
WTF ....all the teachers were walking around
i mean cant they just sit down
and it wasnt a live performance
we were at the hall
others were at the agapae concert hall
they had a live performance
and us ...recorded from the agapae concert hall
and we watch in on the screen
CHEAP SKATE....
i have to go now
BYES...

scared of the upcoming SHITY RESULTS

ZZZ getting results back tmr..geo,his,chinese
and art...
SO SCARED I FAIL...
dont want retain.
who am i kidding ...nobody wants to
and still got that damm cca to go to
2.30 to 4.30
heng ah at least does not end so late
not like normal days that have ccas
otherwise normally start at 4.30 to 6.30
so late
DONT WANT TO GO
why like that....everyone wants to change cca
then i cant
FUCK MAN
cause spent almost s$ 500 for the GUZHENG
ANNOYING...
what was i going to say?...
hmmmm er
can someone remind me to ask for evryone number
cause got new phone...i need it pls
i chose the phone SAMSUNG PIXON(pINK)
cause that time i thought that pink would be nicer then black cause now almost evryone phone is either black or white de
so not very special
as you know...celine(this girl here)
likes to be the oustanding one (kinda)
therefore i bought it
actually my mother wanted this phone for the AWESOME camera
but i ask her let me try for a few days ...
3 days later i bought it from her..
FEEL GUILTY...cause it was actually hers then i just like buy it
ehhh not cheap leh..
s$100
actually is s$98 only but
mother and daughter so just give her lor..
okay lar this phone quite reasonable and nice to use
especially messaging damm COOL
I LOVE IT !!!!
but i dont really use the camera so quite watse ..buy the phone for good camera then end up
dont use WHATS THE POINT
8 mega pixels..
still waiting the next day to past by...
should i be excited for results or be annoyed to go for the damm cca...

FUCK THAT BUSTARD(FYM)

FUCK FUCK
cant believe i can lost loose my phone on
MY BIRTHDAY
we were playing arcade
when we were abt to go ,i check my bag and could not find my phone
then i started to panic,got worried
went back to the arcade to find agn
but dont have
next my mum came up to look for us
then i told her i lost my phone
we all went up this time to look
but to no avail
FUCKING CANNOT FIND
was so sad and angrydont know what to do
i thought my parents would scold me but they didnt
its just that i would not be allowed to buy another phone
for the time being
cause its always the case when i buy then either spoil or lost
however this time special case...
my first time lost
and cant believe i only used the phone to close to 2 week
and then lost
I CRIED AND CRY
then all of them started cursing the person who took my phone and did not own up
we all believe that the person took the phone and OFF IT
so that we would not be able to know who
FUCK THAT BITCH OR BUSTARD
we believe its a boy as there were many guys over there
coming in 1 huge grp
THAT PISSED ME OFF EVEN MORE
i swear that if i know the person who steal the phone
I MAKE SURE HE /SHE DIES A HORRIBLE DEATH AND FELL GUILTY
MAKE THEM KNOW THAT I DONT STOOD SO LOW
TO LET THEM STEAL MY PHONE
ONCE I SEE/KNOW THE PERSON ...I WILL ASK EVERYONE
TO BEAT HIM/HER UP...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M-JDnkHioyE
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HfAGWc9GjCQ

JUST BORED

did not manage to go out today cause the plan was cancelled
have been excited for no DAMM REASON
because rachel's mother and father said it was dangerous
HELLO...it's just ice -skating
its not like we are going to rob or something..
but i am still excited for tmr.WILD WILD WET
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
its going to be a fun day
believe me guys =D
but if tmr rains i afraid we would just have to wait for the rain to stop
cause we paid for it
otherwise we can always change the plan to go bowling
or we can PRAY...
THIS IS GOING TO BE SO EXCITING...=D

if you only knew...

SO EXCITED!!
for tommorow and the day after...
tommorow me and some other friends(maybe)
would be going to kallang leisure park
for ice skating and bowling
i think going to spend lots of money
DIE...
the day after tommorow is mY BIRTHDAY
and will be going to wild wild wet
with rachel.natalie quek.jocelyn.
cherie.clarice.(7 of us)
michelle didnt want to go
micaela and felyn parents did not allowed them to go.
DISSAPOINTED !
infact i dont think i will enjoy it without them
cause the main purpose was to have fun with them at wild wild wet...
i dont know how to say but...
i just wish that they know how i feel
try hard to fake a smile and to be brave in front of them
acting like i dont care and trying to say ''BIG DEAL,BIG WHOOP'
but behind i just dont feel that way AT ALL
i just dont want them to worry for me
and just pity me
AM I YOUR CHARITY BOX?
cause i dont want to be
i just find it unfair that they dont treat me the same way as how i treat them
being nice to be there when they need me
or when they were feeling sad
or even spending the time to realise what happen and try to solve the problem
and putting the friendships back together again.
maybe its just not important anymore
weather i am around anot...with them during class or even during recess
to share their joy or pain they are having
do i need t ogive them more time to change
or should i just give up...
or should i tell them whats going on
or they should understand me better in near future....
SOMEONE TELL ME WHAT TO DO.....

ENJOY

enjoying your mooncake festival day??
well i am!
GOING KTV LATER !!
and celebrating my birthday with my family members
(belated) only
my real birthday is on the 7 of this month :D
which is also next WEDNESDAY
and would be going out with :
micaela,michelle,felyn,clarice,natalie,cherie,jocelyn
8 of us are going to wild wild wet to celebrate my birthday
(NOTE TO ALL : NO PRESENTS THEN DONT COME=D)
will try to see if i can pay the tickets for your
and i think will be going there like about 11-12?
we can have breakfasts together
and then go into www
and come out in the evening
then we have dinner together and buy cake
AT SWENSENS(not sure how to spell)
might be playing a game of bowling before we head home