wheni'm with you i just wish time would stop,however since the day you left me i wish that time would just quiclky pass by

sorry havent been blogging this few days

went to sunway lagoon last thursday and came back on saturday

extreme FUN

many many fun,scary rides

i sat a viakin 360 degrees ,another ride which was 360 agn just faster(can find the video on shauna's blog)

we cross asia longest suspended bridge (damm high)

to many things we do but cant really rmb.

so ya thats all i guess

baby are you down...

playing tennis ltr with shauna
she staying over agn cause we going overseas tmr
must wake up very early abt 5
cause departure is at 7.30 am
zzz just finish booking tennis court 2-4pm
just bought another tennis racket ytd (black and orange)
very cheap so i buy before was 89.90 now 59.90
wont be able to blog agn so ya
thats all

i not any better i just different in a better way

wedding pictures

a rose is never a rose without its petal.just like with you its never me

back from the wedding ytd and went for guzheng just now
should be able to pass i think
was sooooo nervous just now .but quite confident though
the wedding was awesome ,the bride was so pretty
and the groom's friends were hilarious (from japan so dont really understand)
shang rila hotel was damm big the toilet in the room is actually big enough to put a bed in
2 bath tubs.2 toilet bowls.2baisins damm big
of cause i didnt stay over there it was for the cpl
handed the present to the bride ,i think she love it
same as the album of memos and photos we did in the last minute
the food, was okay but the portions were very little
the cpl would be flying back to japan tonight
nick and jade went to austrailia to see their brother (ben)
looking forward to see them during christmas i hope
LOVES

did the scars i gave you heal?i'm sorry cause i never got to do anything for you

just finished doing the card
ITS LOOKS AWFUL...nvm lah who cares at least it was hand made :)
watching HBO showing rush hour 2 AGAIN WTH
sorry that i havent upload pictures will do it asap
CIAOS

it wouldnt have hurt so much if we didnt meet each other

woke up at 11+ today
shauna stayed over agn ytd
we slept at abt 12+
today went to senkang swimming complex with her
damm cheap er... 0.80 cents only
play all the slides (damm fast)
went there at 1.00 eat macs until 1.45
enter the pool at 2 leave at 4.
went to compass to buy materials to do yvonne wedding card(16+) and present($55) for her
ate dinner there and came back with her
doing the card now
so cant talk so much
BYES

i spend long night s by myself erasing thoughts a thousand times.

BACK...
it was awesome on the cruise
only back on sunday cause we went to malaysia (kuatan) with cousins 3d2d
and went ktv ytd with shauna and friends (cousin)
she stayed over at my hse last night,watch paranormal activity (fucking freaky)
couldnt sleep so stayed up and slept at abt 2.45
today woked up at abt 9.50++
now watching my dad is better than yours with her
went down and eat bishamon express couldnt finish so packet home
might be going for a swim
i still dont know when is my exam for guzheng
so zoey if you come see pls tag when and what time.
oh will be uploading pictures for the cruise.
SEE YA

knowing you was a mistake,loving you was my mistake

watch 2012 ytd.was awesome :)
it was such a long show (roughly 2.5 hours)
watch it at amk hub ,show started at 8.30 ended at around 11+
currently at mom's office dad at driving range playing golf
actually there not really anything to blog
just some boring stuff
anyway 1 more day to cruise
YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
have not pack up yet
might be bringing my laptop so i can blog abt..
what i do everyday on board or i dont know? report on the weather or if i'm enjoying (so rdm)
just change my blog song and my mixpod agn ytd, i took very long to choose the song so end up i just randomly pick a song sang by brown eyed girls -you
i love the next song which is sui ran wo yuan yi (chinese song)
have not listen to it for very long alr until i heard it on radio the other day
still finding another song that i just heard on the radio,i know the song but not the title
how annyoing
oh..thats abt now
ciaos

those memories that mean nothing to you,at least meant something to me

watching phineas and ferb.
just invited more ppl in the morning .
its getting kind of bored.
finally dont have to go to school anymore.
but i still havent buy school books.
its too early to blog, and there's nth to blog
so bye

its amazing how someone can break your heart,but you still love tthem with all the little pieces

so ytd wasnt the worst day
cca ended at abt 5pm because of mrs lee (principle) farewell
i thought we celebrated it alr...but who cares anway
almost all the teachers were wearing red.scary and weird
zoey and bryan walk to sch today so zoey was 15 mins late when she came up
she said she is interested in bryan but dont dare
say cause she scared gladys still interested in him
cca ltr at 12-2pm.teacher confrim ask me stay one
next week is the last lesson but i not going cause i leaving singapore
will be sitting cruise(royal carrabien -legend of the sea)
will be going on 23rd to 27th (would not be blogging these few days unless i bring my laptop)
heading to thailand 5d4n
so i guess it really works
nobody come to spamm my tag board alr ...
maybe will activate ltr.
one of them was *********
still figuring out the other one.
will slowly invite one by one so i know who is the culprit.
BYE

LIFE'S A BITCH,and everyone knows it

FUCKING FUCK UP WITH THE PPL WHO ARE TAGGING ON MY TAG BOARD
STILL TRYING TO FIGURE OUT WHO
CELESTIAL LKX?
GLADYS TAN?
NO OTHER GUESS EXCEPT FOR THESE 2
SERIOUSLY DAMM ANNOYING
DONT REPLY GOT PROBLEM
REPLY ALSO GOT PROBLEM
TELL ME WHAT THEY WANT !!
GO THIER HSE FIND THEM ?
OR SAY SORRY OR SMTH LIKE THAT
I NEVER OFFEND THEM SO WHY SHOULD I?
MY PROBLEM ALSO NOT THIER PROBLEM
NO NEED COME INTERFERE
NOT TIME TO PLAY WHEN TALKING ABT STUFF LIKE THAT
I CAN ACTUALLY SUE THEM EITHER FINE OR JAIL
BUT I DONT TAKE IT SO SERIOUSLY UNTIL...
I FOUND OUT WHO THE PERSON IS
LISTEN I DONT GIVE A DAMM IF YOU HATE ME
THATS FOR NOW
I SHUT DOWN MY TAG BOARD YOU WANT FIND ME THEN
COME MSN OR FACEBOOK.

i miss your smile

ever since the day you went away and left me lonely and cold
my life hasnt been the same oh baby no
when i look into your eyes the moment that i let you go
i just broke down
baby if i ever get the chance to be with you again ,i would sacrifice
cause the feeling that i feel within
no other man would make me feel so right
its nice to smile when i get your phone call at night
but i rather have you here with me right next to me
i miss the way you hold me tight
i gotta let you know i feel so weak without your touch
i never thought that i could love a man so much
i've gotta let youknow that i think we are destiny
for you i'd cross the world
for you i'd do anything

break it down now
i'll tell you what i feel from the moment i met you
its been so damm real
my heart seems to skip another beat
everytime we speak cant believe i feel so weak
tell me that you really need me and you want me and you miss me and you love me
its you and no other
i can no longer go on without you
i'd just break down

i'm trying to let go but i cant

havent been blogging lately cause
nothing interesting happening these few days
just went ice skating at kallang leisure park yesterday
would be going to my cousins house ltr
staying over night there
cause i have to go sch on wed and their hse near my sch
LMOP,...idk whats your problem come here scold ppl
nth better to do isit
no offence but with your shitty character
i can almost guess who you are
lazy to blog more..
bye

if you only knew,why my heart is through for you

woke up at 8.40+ today
cant seem to slp ytd
going to bishan ltr to watch movie
alfred would be coming to pick me up at compass
abt 12
movie starts at 1.40
watching love happens cause the rest watch before alr
actually nat and gab was also going but end up gab fall sick and cant go
nat told me that if gab dont go she wont go
if she dont go gladys tan wont go,if gladys dont go then keith dont go
so end up only me and alfred solo
will be coming back at abt 6 plus cause ltr at night going out
so cant stay with him longer
will tell you more tmr byes..

4d3n at coasta sand resort

1st night
went there at abt 7.30
jocelyn and deanna fetch me at the entrance
block A unit 1114
everyone was there alr
had my dinner there
brought breezzer peach(ask a person to help us buy)
gladys ask the name was keith
the deal is to excgange number(they did)
cut jocelyn;'s cake (strawberry shortcake)
and ltr went to e-hub
play arcade for abt 30min then clarice,deanna went home
slept at abt 4.30 and woke up at 6.30 waited for everyone to wake up
so finally they woke at 9.30
2nd day
waited for hui juan,rachel,brandi,yi hui,marianne
to come
wanted to go to escape but close
so went to www instead
went in at 2+ and went out aty 5.30+
quite fun and boring
at night. we drank agn.
natalie and clarice was the most drunk
they even tried to catch birds(awesome)
then at night.we were invited to join the guys for a game or dare(truth or dare but no truth)
but we didnt so we only watch
then ltr we were ask to sit with them
so we did
we drank garslberg'
then suddenly jocelyn mom came out
ask us go in
after we went in we told her we going to macs
jocelyn didnt follow
end up the guys brought us to red hse
super scary sia so eery
by the time we went back
alr 4 +
sit there and wait
cause jocelyn mother lock the door we cant go in
so we wait until abt 6.30+ we bang on the door then she let us in.
woke up at 12.30 the next morning
went to escape with jocelyn
went home at 5
it was fun
bye

PICTURES

pictures of you,pictures of me
hung up on your wall for the world to see
pictures of you,pictures of me
remind us of what we use to be



try not to laugh
but if you really cant laugh
your life must had suck alot


i LOVE This

i hate the girl in the mirror

just uploaded the pictures
took some from facebook
cant wait to go to jocelyn part tmr
clarice would be going for a while
but i still dont know what time cca end
just finish pakning my bag for tmr sleepover
will be going escape theme park on the 6th
then i go home alr
cause my faher going overseas ,i go see him off
and my mother dont want to sleep alone
so must go quite early
lazy to go on ,bye

MORE PICS FROM LAST DAY OF SCHOOL
half dead

dead

we were actually imitating the "qian shou guan yin"

staircase

micaela face and staircase

class pictures

heart

process while making heart

unglam of michelle friends behind

cafe having lunch

still at the same place

still the same

same...

class with teachers

class only

i never thought i doubt you

wake up at 7.30 cause got cca
my mom fetch me to sch\reach there abt 9.00
cca started at10.00 and ended at 12.00
drag a little
train home with rachel and geena
buy food back home(mee siam)
just finished eating
mighy be going for a swim TODAY SO WARM
the day after tmr is jocelyn birthday.wont be able to blog on that day cause i staying over at the chalet
still not sure if clarice going,but i doubt so
will be uploading pictures that i going to take at downtown east
SO EXCITING
blog more tommorow
lOVE

i'm better of without you,more than more than you know

CHLOE is at my hse
its a monday
we were at compass having breakfast just now
ate subway
then we took neo prints for8.00
play in the arcade some lame game
just watch BOF and then my TV black out..
WTf happen seriosly
and clarice send me an msg yesterday to apologise
its no use i felt like telling her
this was what she say
"hey ,look.if i had hurt you in any way,then fine i'm sorry.but you admittes it that you blew the whole matter.so you cry what cry?"
i didnt know what to say so i never reply
someone tell me what to do
should i go to jocelyn's party?
NO MOOD.
bye

because i love you,i'm never lonely when you're in my sight

today was the last day of school
i cried agn..idk why but i still cant get over the quarrel between me and clarice
i tried to end it last night by smsing her
but it didnt work
and now i feel fucking guilty cause clarice not going to jocelyn's party
i dont think jocelyn will feel happy when clarice is not there
but I TRIED
she does not want to end this
so its now her problem
i dont really care abt it anymore anyway
as i said it is the last day of school today,we also got back our report cards
and clean up the class
i got promoted to sec 2-5b next year
i'm not very happy of my marks though
but at least i dont have to retain
phewwww
i enjoyed today
took many pictures with my,micaela,michelle camera
i took a video (super funny)
not in the mood to blog so much now
BYE ...

its just another dream to have you with me

went to cherie house with nicole hui
she live in HDB but inside look alot like CONDO
i love her room
platform bed ..purple wall..wall in cabinet..big tv(not really)
went there to eat her grandpa food
not bad but take damm long to prepare the food
we only ate at 3 when we reach there at abt 2.15
then watch BOF i think episode 3-4
not sadening at all then cherie say she watch until she cry
DAMM exaggerating
downloading song now
BU CHENG GOU
ask nicole help me to download
nothing interesting today
tmr and the day after got cca
WTH need to stand from 1.30-6.30 confirm one..
going compass now
bb :D

why am i still running from the truth,all i ever think about is you

now in school using computer

michelle ,micaela and thalia next to me

thalia so cute(talking crap)

kicking me..

nothing to blog but my blog finally ok

i think cause the other time i deleted smth

so gone then cant view post 

doing some LAME survey ..

michelle ask me go see her blog .

see you

back..

oh i found my occupation

i can be a community development officer

same as michelle

micaela occupation is (ask her ltr)

bb~~

I did everything that you wanted, but you turned and walked away

school sucks as usual
today my first day of my period
DAMM UNLUCKY...(somemore tmr still got the inter-class netball games)
oh i went home cause BUI TA HAN
same as michelle ,but hers is not first day
i think is her 2nd or 3rd
today got the homosexuality and masturbation workshop tihngy
my advice to you
DONT WATSE YOUR TIME ON THESE THINGS(workshop)
in the morning before we were spilted up into 4 groups for the entire sec1 lvl
mrs augustin tell us what we were going to do
still got quiz
and guess who i was seated next too
CELESTIAL LEE KE XIN
at first i got a shocked
"why must she seat next to me"
but i also never really move up
so seat with mostly LKX and Liann
ask her abt her and felyn
then she say she will talk to felyn if felyn takes the first step
=.="just like micaela and juliana problem right now
no offence but i find it REALLY CHILDISH
WAKE UP....it isnt going to happen until your tell each other how you feel
lazy to blog on..
oh will update pictures ..just have to find the appropriate ones..

this song quite nice..although quite long but just found the link

if there's nothing missing in my life then why do these tears come at night

and its all because of you
yoú're my sweetest drug
never get enough of it

why do we never know what we've got till its gone.
how could i carry on
the day you went away
cause i've been missing you so much i have to say
been crying since the day
the day you went your way
well i wonder could it be when i was dreaming of you
baby you were dreaming of me
did i loose my love to someone better
and does she love you like i do
so sad but true, for me
there's only you
been lonely since the day you walk away
no longer shouting at each other
there were tears on our face
and all he says:
"And it gets me upset, girl when your constantly accusing. [askin' questions like you've already known] We're fighting this war, baby when both of us are losing. [This ain't the way that love is supposed to go]."

I guess you meant more to me than I realized,

today went to school at 8.01
then i found out i was late
because i thought the latest is 8
but i never expacted it to start at 8
but luckily i was not the only one.
its my school 93rd founder's day (birthday)
IT WAS SO BORING
want to sleep cannot
want to talk cannot
want to read cannot
WTF ....all the teachers were walking around
i mean cant they just sit down
and it wasnt a live performance
we were at the hall
others were at the agapae concert hall
they had a live performance
and us ...recorded from the agapae concert hall
and we watch in on the screen
CHEAP SKATE....
i have to go now
BYES...

scared of the upcoming SHITY RESULTS

ZZZ getting results back tmr..geo,his,chinese
and art...
SO SCARED I FAIL...
dont want retain.
who am i kidding ...nobody wants to
and still got that damm cca to go to
2.30 to 4.30
heng ah at least does not end so late
not like normal days that have ccas
otherwise normally start at 4.30 to 6.30
so late
DONT WANT TO GO
why like that....everyone wants to change cca
then i cant
FUCK MAN
cause spent almost s$ 500 for the GUZHENG
ANNOYING...
what was i going to say?...
hmmmm er
can someone remind me to ask for evryone number
cause got new phone...i need it pls
i chose the phone SAMSUNG PIXON(pINK)
cause that time i thought that pink would be nicer then black cause now almost evryone phone is either black or white de
so not very special
as you know...celine(this girl here)
likes to be the oustanding one (kinda)
therefore i bought it
actually my mother wanted this phone for the AWESOME camera
but i ask her let me try for a few days ...
3 days later i bought it from her..
FEEL GUILTY...cause it was actually hers then i just like buy it
ehhh not cheap leh..
s$100
actually is s$98 only but
mother and daughter so just give her lor..
okay lar this phone quite reasonable and nice to use
especially messaging damm COOL
I LOVE IT !!!!
but i dont really use the camera so quite watse ..buy the phone for good camera then end up
dont use WHATS THE POINT
8 mega pixels..
still waiting the next day to past by...
should i be excited for results or be annoyed to go for the damm cca...

FUCK THAT BUSTARD(FYM)

FUCK FUCK
cant believe i can lost loose my phone on
MY BIRTHDAY
we were playing arcade
when we were abt to go ,i check my bag and could not find my phone
then i started to panic,got worried
went back to the arcade to find agn
but dont have
next my mum came up to look for us
then i told her i lost my phone
we all went up this time to look
but to no avail
FUCKING CANNOT FIND
was so sad and angrydont know what to do
i thought my parents would scold me but they didnt
its just that i would not be allowed to buy another phone
for the time being
cause its always the case when i buy then either spoil or lost
however this time special case...
my first time lost
and cant believe i only used the phone to close to 2 week
and then lost
I CRIED AND CRY
then all of them started cursing the person who took my phone and did not own up
we all believe that the person took the phone and OFF IT
so that we would not be able to know who
FUCK THAT BITCH OR BUSTARD
we believe its a boy as there were many guys over there
coming in 1 huge grp
THAT PISSED ME OFF EVEN MORE
i swear that if i know the person who steal the phone
I MAKE SURE HE /SHE DIES A HORRIBLE DEATH AND FELL GUILTY
MAKE THEM KNOW THAT I DONT STOOD SO LOW
TO LET THEM STEAL MY PHONE
ONCE I SEE/KNOW THE PERSON ...I WILL ASK EVERYONE
TO BEAT HIM/HER UP...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M-JDnkHioyE
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HfAGWc9GjCQ

JUST BORED

did not manage to go out today cause the plan was cancelled
have been excited for no DAMM REASON
because rachel's mother and father said it was dangerous
HELLO...it's just ice -skating
its not like we are going to rob or something..
but i am still excited for tmr.WILD WILD WET
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
its going to be a fun day
believe me guys =D
but if tmr rains i afraid we would just have to wait for the rain to stop
cause we paid for it
otherwise we can always change the plan to go bowling
or we can PRAY...
THIS IS GOING TO BE SO EXCITING...=D

if you only knew...

SO EXCITED!!
for tommorow and the day after...
tommorow me and some other friends(maybe)
would be going to kallang leisure park
for ice skating and bowling
i think going to spend lots of money
DIE...
the day after tommorow is mY BIRTHDAY
and will be going to wild wild wet
with rachel.natalie quek.jocelyn.
cherie.clarice.(7 of us)
michelle didnt want to go
micaela and felyn parents did not allowed them to go.
DISSAPOINTED !
infact i dont think i will enjoy it without them
cause the main purpose was to have fun with them at wild wild wet...
i dont know how to say but...
i just wish that they know how i feel
try hard to fake a smile and to be brave in front of them
acting like i dont care and trying to say ''BIG DEAL,BIG WHOOP'
but behind i just dont feel that way AT ALL
i just dont want them to worry for me
and just pity me
AM I YOUR CHARITY BOX?
cause i dont want to be
i just find it unfair that they dont treat me the same way as how i treat them
being nice to be there when they need me
or when they were feeling sad
or even spending the time to realise what happen and try to solve the problem
and putting the friendships back together again.
maybe its just not important anymore
weather i am around anot...with them during class or even during recess
to share their joy or pain they are having
do i need t ogive them more time to change
or should i just give up...
or should i tell them whats going on
or they should understand me better in near future....
SOMEONE TELL ME WHAT TO DO.....

ENJOY

enjoying your mooncake festival day??
well i am!
GOING KTV LATER !!
and celebrating my birthday with my family members
(belated) only
my real birthday is on the 7 of this month :D
which is also next WEDNESDAY
and would be going out with :
micaela,michelle,felyn,clarice,natalie,cherie,jocelyn
8 of us are going to wild wild wet to celebrate my birthday
(NOTE TO ALL : NO PRESENTS THEN DONT COME=D)
will try to see if i can pay the tickets for your
and i think will be going there like about 11-12?
we can have breakfasts together
and then go into www
and come out in the evening
then we have dinner together and buy cake
AT SWENSENS(not sure how to spell)
might be playing a game of bowling before we head home

SORRY....this few days i cannot update my blog
because of the upcoming exams.(frustrating)
so if the blog is dead ..u should know why.
dont blame me .just tag on the tag board
at least i know u came and see.
THANK YOU...for your KIND attention.
GOODBYE.<3

WHY WHY WHY......is everyone in sch so sad...

AIYA
almost everybody in my class damm moodless..
is it bcos of a fight ,a mistunderstanding,or they have nth better to do
i doubt so
its just that..they seem different this few days
this week was my duty...(HENG AH, cos only left 2 days more)
monday didnt do duty because got teachers day celebration
tuesday also never do cause sch holiday(teacher day)
today morning i did! (AMAZINGLY)
i pick up many pieces of paper and someone TISSUE PAPER PLASTIC
or whatever u call it (cant be bothered)
how conciderate of me instead of some ppl
UR AH BETTER DONT LITTER
i very lazy to pick up ur shit u have provided on the floor
thats for all ...will find someone to help me do my tagboard and my I PHONE for music
and copy my links from my OLD BLOG
so pls all of u RELINK
will tell u my blog ASAP..if only i had the time :D

ZZZ....
BORED (HOME)
really nth to do so created another blog...quite plain though
OHHHHH...today sch had a concert for teachers day and we did PLENTY of exercise in the morning
SO TIRING...we march on the spot .go left and go right.turn.squat(micaela said it look like we were shiting)<<n the teaches said that we were very PRIVILLAGED AND HONURED to have the trainers from the outside to come and exercise with us..one word to describe(UNBELIEVABLE)
during the teachers day performance.the mc voice were so DAmm SHARP.my ears can bleed like seriuosly
michelle said that because their voice were so sharp...she can actually hear the BUZZING sound
didnt really know what she meant
anyway..it was a great show(i think)
after the performance.sch was over soon .we ended at about 11.05??
oh ya .there was a class gathering which i was nt informed abt..(actually hui juan called me bt i didnt answer)
i saw peiyi ,lihser,mY COUSIN(eleanor) ,gladys tan and cant rmb alr.
but never see chloe and candice
miss them badly
that's all..will link the rest and try to update my blog if free otherwise just leave it blank with this post
LOVE YOU ALL<3